Besame Mucho...mm each time you give me a kiss i hear music divine, so besame mucho.

it has been quite a bit since i wrote in this. really life gets in the way and  forget, its not like i have mad people reading this so its cool. my semester has been great, my final project came out fine in the end, it was awsome. i'm seeing margaret on wednesday, i'm staying for 5 days, i'm so excited its gonna be so much fun, also we're seeing MIA in concert there so its gonna be amazing. margaret has been calling me like everyday and it makes me happy, like the way things used to be, she sounds so excited and i'm probably just as excited. its going to be nice to get away from here for a bit, i neeeeed it. ALLLSSSOOOO all seems to be right in the world now, Ralphy has officially moved back here and i've never seen Elvin happier. Reunited and it feeels so good. they have been kidnapping me every night practically. i love them, they're the best. 

so a couple of the kids might know about this. today i went for my second appt. with the doctor. i'm gonna get the operation in june when i finish my 3rd quarter in school. that way i'll have a 2 week recovery period.  i'm scared and excited at the same time. when i was getting my back x-rayed today the dude who was doing it was crazy cute and i guess he was flirting with me too and when he asked me if i was nervous i just told him yeah cause i'm just chilling there basically naked and only thing covering me up was those doctors robes. he laughed and said he didn't realize it could be so easy, that usually he has to buy some drinks first. 

yeahh i'm ballin even when i'm gettin x-rays done

and what.

p.s. KANYE IN ABOUT A MONTH!!!